Wednesday, September 4, 2013
I know I mentioned before that things would be quiet on here but I've made a decision to stop fooling myself and accept the fact that blogging just isn't on the agenda right now until we are done with the wedding and back from our honeymoon. My wedding stress is at an all time high. Most of my biggest worries are unfolding right in front of me. I'm not saying that for sympathy I'm saying that to be honest. So seriously, I'm not looking for reassuring comments with this post. I'm truly just sharing my feelings and above anything else, venting to vent.
I would love to elope at this point and runaway to Tulum. I've told Gray countless times, "I love you, I cannot wait to marry you but I'm so ready for this wedding to be over with and move on with our lives". Why do weddings do this to people? It's ridiculous but seems to be unavoidable. Oi! Yes, I know it's all going to be rainbows, glitter and sunshine once I see Gray on that day and all of my stress and worries will melt away. And I know that once it's all over I'll be glad we did the whole big wedding thing. But, lets all be honest in saying that up until that point is probably going to be a massive shit storm of worry, tears and anxiety. God knows this week has! Yay!
So, you can still follow me along on Instagram here. Our wedding hashtag will be #funkbluewedding if you want to check that out. It's on October 4 and there will probably be photos leading up to it. If you care to see what's going on, that's where I will be. Thank you all for your patience! I will be back in October, rested, relaxed and ready to get back to it with The Growing series and all. Hope you have an amazing September!